This day, not totally wasted: I rationalized God's existence?

What I know about our reality is based from tv doentaries that I've watched during my 15 years of existence in our current space time. Einstein said that our reality is in fact a merge between space time--hence, space time. As space is distorted, moved, etc, so is time. It is also known that our universe is constantly expanding at the speed of light every moment. Time is different at different points on the fabric of space based on the distortion of space time caused by a certain m, mostly stars, planets, black holes. All laws of our universe are indigenous to only our universe, and since we can only hypothesize the existence of other universes, we can only hypothesize that different universes have different laws that are pertinent to that specific universe. Since universe is expanding, it can either keep on expanding indefinitely or expand and contract and expand and repeat infinitely. And that is what proves God's existence: infinity. I don't have the reserves of brain power left or time to explain how the concept of infinity is what causes most problems in our world, including the use of drugs, alcohol, etc to avoid depressing issues, and infinity is in the bottom of it. If God doesn't exist, then we, as humans, are composed of a few trillion atoms, our planet is composed of a few trillionx10to the 24 power atoms, our solar system of 9 planets, our galaxy of anywhere from millions to billions of solar systems, our universe of trillions of gazillions of galaxies, and if other universes exist, our universe could just be a bubble in an ocean. Or, it could be that there is even a higher set of system that ranges into infinity, and even our atoms' quarks can be broken down. We don't know why laws in our universe are the way they are--and the only answer lies with particles that are so small that we haven't considered of their possibilities. If all humans could realize and absorb the extent of our insignificance, there would be no doubt of God's existence, for there is too much order defined in this reality. And if after absorbing the epiphany, the belief in God wasn't to be, the person would kill himself because no matter how much we progress, we can never catch up to infinity.